ADHITIA SOFYAN
Blue Sky Collapse Lyrics
As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that were said and done
I think we should talk it over
Then I noticed the sign on your back
It boldly says try to walk away
I go on pretending I'll be ok
This morning it hits me hard that
Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that's not your problem
But if you change your mind you'll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse
As I stare at the wall in this room
The cracks they resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
In my head everything stood still
I'm waiting for things to unfreeze
Till you release me from the ice block
It's been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And it's drowning, thought you should know that
You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So I'll find my way to you
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Ini lirik lagu yang dikasih sama Mbak Dinar...
Berawal dari notif "Deavita took photo of you" di Lockscreen iPhone gw..
Dan gw buka...
"Describe me enough"
Gw bingung..
Penasaran..
Sekarang..gw ngerasa beku, ntah lah..gw bingung
Gini..mungkin kalian pada bingung,
Mbak Dinar ato sebut saja Dinar (Dia lebih tua 1 tahun sama gw,kadang gak enak juga manggil namanya langsung)
Dinar, anak Fakultas Kedokteran Gigi angkatan 2010. Gw kenal saat gw jadi penjaga stand saat display UKM, Dinar ini bukan anggota UKM,hanya saja kenal baik sama temen" UKM yang salah satunya mbak Dinda dan mbak Amel. Gw kenal bukan minta kenalan.. Ya tiba" aja enak diajak ngomong.. Kayak gw kalo CODan (Ketemuan denan buyer) sama orang..
Setelah itu..yaa gw ngechat biasa via whatsapp, gw niatnya sih pengen punya temen banyak...
Tapi...
Lama lama chatnya berubah menjadi seperti orang yang lagi PDKT-an...
Sampe akhirnya gw mau mundur...
Gw ngerasa gak layak
Gak layak karna gw memang gak layak buat dia..
Gw kalah diberbagai aspek...
Semuanya gw kalah...
:')
Gw dikit dikit menjauh
Menjauh
Menjauh
Dan Menjauh
Hingga sampe sekarang gw gak ngerti status kita apaan...
Setelah kejadian hari ini.., gw langsung flashback...
Gw gak ngerti apa yang harus gw lakukan
Terdiam dan bimbang...
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